Stone by Stone

Allegheny National Forest, 2019

Stone by stone,
we drag and stack,
the fallen limbs of yesterday
snap against restless winds of today.

Sturdy knees bend,
shadows sway deep blue —
our bearbag hangs, making
a moon of its own.

Stone by stone,
we sit, heavy-hipped,
hair pulled away
from the damp of our necks.

On a Narniac throne of sheetrock,
we watch the sun fold
behind the Allegheny River —
where there are no clocks to wind.

We whittle words
into an after-dinner song.

Stone by stone,
we carry packs and snacks
past pines and boulders.
Fungi faces pucker, exhaling
a sigh of smoke at the brush of a finger.

Among arching pines,
my sister crossed the creek,
a small thing,
the water stitching her
to the far bank.

Stone by stone,
we stack laughter, tears,
secrets, safety —
miles traveled,
seasons wading,
wedding bells ringing.

Then, stone by stone,
we take apart
what we built —
the small violences of offense,
punishment, withdrawal, triangulation —
the artful avoidance
of facing what’s to come.

Stone by stone,
we scatter, ruffle, run.
The wall we built and climbed
is gone.

Morning now —
my thigh leans heavy
against what’s left,
folding into cracks
as fiddleheads unfurl
toward the light.

Watching miniature ferns
bow into the wind,
I find myself
stacking again,
alone —
stone by stone.

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